littlemisshappy:

It’s never simple, never easy..

When you lose someone who’s been a part of you.. When you lose someone whom you’ve never thought would leave. When you lose someone who gave you so much to remember. That feeling of always wondering about what should have been, what could have been. The images of what it “was” in comparison to what “is”. Those “what ifs”that constantly bothers you.. Those memories that reminds you on a daily basis.. You hear a simple song, they pop out of your mind. You go to a certain place, you remember them. You see something that reminds you of them all the time. Reminds you of what you had and whatyou lost. The times that you wonder how they’ve been doing.. Do they still think of you? Do they even miss you? It still bothers you, it still hurts & you still care. It’s like no matter what you do, it’s still there. You’re just hoping and waiting for the time that it’ll all become a memory to you, a big part of your past. Someday you know it would be. Someday, you’ll just look back at it and it won’t even hurt you anymore as much as it does right now.. I want that someday to come faster..

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